Somehow every thursday..
By Mad. Filed in Allgemein |
I get my weekly downstate.. Now today.. is thursday and I’m depressed of all that negativity in my surrounding.. The weather is depressing too.. And I must go to the teeth doctor tomorrow.. Atleast the song I made yesterday suits.. Its phesa (look at my current trax) and its somehow nice a little melancholical dubstep sound. But I think if my mood gets better it also suits for chilling and walking through the town.. Yesterday I had a talking to a friend of mine and we talked about this and that.. The main problem I have is that I don’t want to limit people by saying my own thoughts all the time… To make it clear I do not want to have conflicts with people because of my own thoughts. In todays world it gets communicated as problems in selfconsciousness(?) but I’m not that satisfied with the current state of the world
where everyone promotes himself I would rather live in a world where sharing (socialism?) is a social value, where all live in peace and no conflicts occur anymore.. I think conflics promote themself because of the selfconsciusness(?) of the different individuals. I dont really know from where people get the idea that they are right.. But these “right” people are the ones choosen by the current system to rule over the others. Now this all sucks. As coder I think the programm running the world is a big mess. But however I have to live here and probably must use this system to stay alive..
Sorry the world is quite ok atleast visually..
