it was the hardest task of the last years for me.. but yes i did it.. survived..
and if youre interrested in how i feel now listen to this..
Love you..
its uplifting stuff..
Now i did some new tracks (like all the time).. and have found myself more suited with the state of reality I’m experiencing.. Love you..
for instance that one its uplifting stuff..
or this made it today hope its also nice when listen to it tomorrow..
Have survived christmas, had a very unpleasant pnoimonia and was therefore kicked off a lot.. hope I infected noone.. But the xmas evening was nice..
got a job.. let’s see how i will go on with it and if could use my skills well there.. and made a new track..
finally at home in berlin.. and.. i got internet.. only a job is missing, yet..
it was a very nice stay here at 49games in hamburg. I will work till someone gets into the code ive written, and move back to berlin again. The people here are/where very friendly good ones. But I didn’t manage to stay at this place out of different thoughts. 3 years are enough for the first time.. and hey i didn’t do something wrong this time..
again a bad thursday.. At work pretty much went wrong. Now thats the deal. If you enter this reality some
sort of stuff can happen and probably will happen. And that’s the thing for my thursdays which always
tell me that not everything can flow right. Only for the record.
Now i just tried to make some songs on the basis of chords.. Sounds quite ok..
Yep and the weather in hamburg is currently nice (its not very often)..
You can probably hear from the audio/currenttrax/flowers and wavelet..
I made them on the weekend.. that everything is currently going well..
Is quite ok.. love you all.. so to say..
I get my weekly downstate.. Now today.. is thursday and I’m depressed of all that negativity in my surrounding.. The weather is depressing too.. And I must go to the teeth doctor tomorrow.. Atleast the song I made yesterday suits.. Its phesa (look at my current trax) and its somehow nice a little melancholical dubstep sound. But I think if my mood gets better it also suits for chilling and walking through the town.. Yesterday I had a talking to a friend of mine and we talked about this and that.. The main problem I have is that I don’t want to limit people by saying my own thoughts all the time… To make it clear I do not want to have conflicts with people because of my own thoughts. In todays world it gets communicated as problems in selfconsciousness(?) but I’m not that satisfied with the current state of the world
where everyone promotes himself I would rather live in a world where sharing (socialism?) is a social value, where all live in peace and no conflicts occur anymore.. I think conflics promote themself because of the selfconsciusness(?) of the different individuals. I dont really know from where people get the idea that they are right.. But these “right” people are the ones choosen by the current system to rule over the others. Now this all sucks. As coder I think the programm running the world is a big mess. But however I have to live here and probably must use this system to stay alive..
Sorry the world is quite ok atleast visually..
to be a blogging site.. But at the moment there are so much influences.. Which made me mad.. Today I’m that down, I wasn’t for the last 2 months.. Ok some people like beeing down but me not.. I can’t work in this state of mind.. I’m not that stressable and these dudes with their suggestions in making my work better are stressing people.. The problem is that if they should do that on their own much of them aren’t able to reach quite the same level, but complaining.. Complaining seems the only thing most people are able to.. Including me but atleast I don’t critizise the work of others. Ok there isn’t that much I would change , because mostly I’m satisfied with the things people do.. I don’t want to critizise because its their work not mine.. But somehow it seems that I’m the only one who does not want to insult others.. Today the topic for me is: this website design is too oldschool, my music sucks , my 4k for breakpoint is boring.. That’s what they (the people) told me lately.. Perhaps i have this aura which says critizise him make his work bad.. Ok I want that people like my work but if I take any saying people do I will not get a propper product which also is satisfying to me.. What makes these people work? Why is everything improvable for them.. Why do they think that their opinion is objective.. Ok I want to learn but not from selfcentered people who think they have the holy grail in betterness. That’s all atleast for today.. May the force be with you and don’t forget not to critizise anything in your view.
Sorry I wrote this article yesterday it should not be offending to anyone.. But seriously yesterday I was
that down I can’t remember for a long time beeing that worse.. Anyways..
and landed here.. Ok you might ask whats that guy and why he
calls himself a kosmonaut..Let me explain a little kosmonaut is a
handle i got at the neon-studios because of the naming of my
homestreet in germany. Neon was surprise surprise..
a video game development company.. and however that
implies that me is a so called video games programmer with
specialization in writing of optical effects. Yes I’m not a fullblooded
musician and started to make music much to late, but at the moment
I’m somehow satisfied with my skills. If you do not like
atmospheric/techmospheric drum and bass it could be that here is the wrong
place to download sound, but if you are in that genre I hope that stuff suits..
Anyways nice to meet you.
Hope you will find that site useful.
Now here you can find all mixes and some tracks of
the atmospheric/techmospheric/intelligent producer Kosmonaut.
MySpace:http://www.myspace.com/kosmonautdnb
Hope you will find the music I provide useful.
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